What Handsome Son describes as the last couple of days of turmoil also has some bright spots. I'm clinging to them. Lemons to lemonade.
One is that the NJ budget passed, and includes the senior property tax relief, so mid July I'll be getting some of it. That will help with the insurance costs of the car and house.
Another is that Gary reminded me his container green beans are ready to pick. He loves to grow but not eat vegetables.
So yesterday I had a salad of steamed green beans and bell peppers with celery bits and scallion I'd grown. I threw in apricot, I'm definitely getting a taste for fruit in green salads, and added watermelon my other neighbor gave me. And sardines for brain stamina.
I'm continuing with my little basket, for calm, and it's now big enough to hold its own supplies
I've been reading Decluttering at the speed of Life, interesting approach to winnowing, though the writer is far more challenged than I am. Thanks to her, though, it occurred to me, since the contents of my kitchen are now all over the hall and living room, it's an opportunity.
I looked around to decided what things are not worth carrying back because I rarely use them, and ended up with several groups of Freecycle items, most of which are claimed and will be picked up.
The food processor works fine but it requires hand strength to engage the mechanism which I no longer have.
The cast iron baking pan is surplus to my requirements. I have three skillets which I can and do bake in. Likewise the other tools, I don't use them.
The violent storms yesterday stopped things but I expect the Freecycle items to be picked up today. I noticed that most of them are things people unloaded on me years ago. Very few were my choice.
And Gary's being very helpful about the car, which will be in the shop sometime today. I'll probably be without it a couple of weeks, between their getting insurance approval and doing the work. I could get a rental but my driving nerves are not up to a strange car.
So I may use this period as a test for being without a car, and see how it goes. I'll learn Uber, with whom I have an account I haven't used yet. And I'll see how to consolidate local errands.
I'm grateful to you all for your kind comments and encouragement. This is a trying time, but I have help.
Happy day everyone, let's hope July is good. I don't feel very celebratory about this year's Independence Day, I admit. But, day by day does it.